People tell me that time is a great healer but that's rubbish as no amount of time can heal the pain and suffering caused by death. Not being able to see touch or talk to someone you love is devastating and your own life will never be the same again no matter how hard you try. There will always be a wanting, a needing, a wishing and guilt that will affect every second of every hour of every day of your life xx miss you and Dad so much