its been such a long time since I wrote anything down but that doesn’t mean I don’t think of you my mom because I    do every second of every minute of every day. Nothing has changed its all still the same. I miss you as much as when you left and I work hard through the dayjust to help me focus. I wish I could talkto you just once more. Just to hear you call my name would be fantastic but I know its never going to happen. I miss you so much xxxx